There are some remarkable things that appear on irc. this in one of those things.


<Baudelair> i think that sometimes i achieve alpha state naturally,when i am lying on bed ,ia m able to turn off all my senses,i cant hear anything,and see nothing.
<Baudelair> almost all day.
<Chade> hmm, are you a scientologist?
* Chade looks at Baudelair
<AngeL{Sp}> uhm
<Baudelair> chade?
<Baudelair> scientoilogist=skeptic?
<AngeL{Sp}> when i was little (13) i read a book by a polish guy who had fled acorss the ironblanket to the us, and written books about astral
<AngeL{Sp}> this reminds me of him
<Baudelair> sometimes i am focus my mind and iam turnde off.
<AngeL{Sp}> he didn't get the point at all
<Baudelair> angel hmm
<Baudelair> fled=???
<Baudelair> ironblanket=???
<Baudelair> .
<Chade> mmm.. I'd say a Scientologist is far less than sceptic.




<Baudelair> chade i think that my faith is not big enough,and im upset.
<Chade> oh, they sell that in the pharmaseutic...
<Chade> Just go out and buy a pack... they're called happy-pills
<Baudelair> chade?
<Baudelair> ecstasy?
<Baudelair> in the past when i was a kid my faith was stronger.
<AngeL{Sp}> no
<AngeL{Sp}> he was thinking prozac i think
<AngeL{Sp}> *dry voice*
<AngeL{Sp}> and i can guarantee you both that it won't make much difference
<Chade> mm... Yeah, I didn't really mean prozac, I meant monocyclic med's
<Baudelair> but what are you talking about?
<Chade> Baudelair> psyche-reconstruction
<AngeL{Sp}> they aren't called happypills
<Baudelair> chade i hear about that first time.
<AngeL{Sp}> it is the third gen like prozac that got the stamo
<AngeL{Sp}> stamp
<Chade> mm, i know, But that was because of their medical abuse
<Baudelair> what is stamp?
<AngeL{Sp}> Baudelair: what he is talking about is psychopharmaka, meds that affect your mind, by adding some substances. they will NOT help you go astral
<Chade> esp. after the first gen and its sideeffects.
<Baudelair> chade wow !
<Chade> Absolutely wont help you with your astral projection.. but you might have some nice faith in things.
<Baudelair> chade i think i will try this med
<Baudelair> must i have some documents to get that meds?
<AngeL{Sp}> yes
<Baudelair> oh
* Chade rolls his eyes and wonders what he did to deserve theese people .. its not as if my sarcasm wasn't obvious, wasn't it?
<AngeL{Sp}> you need to be documented mentally ill




<Baudelair> in poland people are stupid and have closed-minds.




<Baudelair> yes maybe i am stupid and primitive:(
<Baudelair> and amusing.
<Chade> mm, prejudiced.
<Chade> start with : Wich god?
<Chade> And then, define "eternal"
<Baudelair> hmm
<Baudelair> i dont know
<Chade> redefine, why do you think astral travelling has anything to do with -lack- of mind activity?
<Baudelair> now i almost forgot about that
<Chade> to continue, why bother about authors when you do not know for yourself?
<Baudelair> lack=???
<AngeL{Sp}> to lack = to not have
<Baudelair> ok
<Baudelair> bother=???
<AngeL{Sp}> care about
<AngeL{Sp}> or soemthing
<Baudelair> oh
<AngeL{Sp}> difficult for me to translate from english to english :)
<Baudelair> ok
<Baudelair> i know
<Baudelair> i am afraid that i do not have predispositions
<Baudelair> and enough strong faith.
<Baudelair> and i do onot believe on myself.
<Baudelair> in myself.
<Baudelair> ashaneen - great name..
<Baudelair> hmm
<Baudelair> www.strony.wp.pl/wp/mrkriss/www/
<Baudelair> mrkriss's website
<Baudelair> :)
<Baudelair> he is an astral traveller
<Baudelair> he is my hero!
<Baudelair> :)
<Baudelair> i am going to be in at's company
<Baudelair> if i will meet a lot of pple who are astral travellers
<Baudelair> it will be simplier to me to make obe
<Baudelair> .
<Baudelair> there is some girl in my high school
<Baudelair> she often have lucid dreams
<Baudelair> but recently she experienced few obe's
<Baudelair> .
<Baudelair> are you alive? ;)
<Baudelair> chade yes i feel depressed
<Baudelair> .
<Baudelair> :(
<Chade> No. I'm not alive, I've been dead all of my life *sighs*
<Baudelair> hmm
<Baudelair> sad
<Baudelair> .
<Baudelair> i think that both of you are interesing persons
<Baudelair> .
<Baudelair> chade
<Baudelair> and angel
<Baudelair> :)
<Baudelair> hmm